exes vs. friends

could we be friends with our exes? I really don't know, see me for example I have remind friends rather yet acquited with one of my ex and i am trying to stay in touch with another one, although she is having issues about the whole thing. Why can we be friends with our exes..is it because we still like them or may be hate them... every time i have to end a relationship, well i get sad not at the issue of breaking the relationship.. but at the fact that once again i have lost a friend. Is it weird to be friends with your ex and to introducen them. Once I had a g/f who asked me if i ever have to introduce my ex so and so how do i introduce him? as my ex or my friend?
well there is no question my dear your friend, nobody needs to know he was you ex unless you want them to.

well now is my turn a month of so ago after breaking up with her and not talking for 4 months or so, she told me i was her ex................but wait a freaking minute I though we were dating...oh well, the point was...that once again i am in this predicament... are you my friend or my ex? well i hope i am your friend, unfortunately she still sees me as her ex....nice once again i am left with no friend and more bagage from an ex.. i really don't need exes but rather yet i do need friends..

HUMAN CONTACT

yesterday i met an array of personalities... it seemed as if i had packed a whole entire life in my pocket... experiencing speed dating was a very amazing thing..
The idea of talking to somebody you don't know, the idea of asking and answering questions that fullfill an unknowing craving of knowing of touching another human being..
It all started with meeting new people, new women...with a hello, with a how are you doing? what do you do? what do you like?
does it matter? does it matter if you like the color blue over the color purple..tell me does it really matter?
she looked interesting.. may be not.
wow, is she hurting inside.
who is she to think about that
she is cute
i am so tired
this is an experience of a lifetime...can i bet more sarcastic
why did i do this?
i really don't know.
I get my car and get inside of somebody else life and start wondering on how all these women share something in particular they are here to connect...to find that connection that is the ultimate connection..to find love.
and after mingling and flirting once again i found out the meaningless of this triffle...and i find a coincidence once again.. one of the girls tells me
i am a gemine
and i say i will never date gemines again
and she said well i did not like you because your name is the same as my ex
i don't like gemines because that was my ex
what a coincidence...is it? or is it just destiny and the world working its magic trying to tell me that there is not coincidence that it's may be destiny trying to fullfill and complete its final goal.
and once again i am left with this existencial question.

la verdad

Que es la verdad? algun dia no hemos puesto a pensar en que es la verdad.
cuando alguien nos pregunta como estamos solemos decir que bien, pero es esa la verdad? cuando alguien nos pregunta despues que un ser amado ha facellido si vamos a estar bien, y nosotros solemos decir, estare bien. Es esa la verdad?
Muchas veces pienso que ni nosotros mismos sabemos la verdad, fingimos saber, fingimos sentir, pero cual es el miedo a decir la verdad,no no estoy bien. no me duele en el alma. por que fingir algo que no setimos pero lo decimos; por que eso es lo que los demas esperan escuchar... por que no decir la verdad.. no no me gusta, no no estoy bien. oh tal ves otra cosa lo que sea con solo que sea la verdad.

felicidad

Esta mañana me levante, comencé por cepillar me los dientes me metie al bano y me vesti.

En el apuro de la vida se me olvido este dia.
En el sin de el trabajo de lo poco que me dan carajo..
Se me olvido algo importante.


Corriendo de arriba para abajo, de abajo para arriba.
Moviendo papel noche y dia.
Se me olvido otro dia.


Se me olvido recordar de las manos que me abrazaron,
Se me olvido recordar recordar de los dias en que ella me cuido
Se me olvido recordar en los dias y noches en que ella por mi se preocupo.

Al llegar a mi casa mi telefono sono.
Mi hijito querido como esta?
Si se siente cansado, si se siente infeliz
Visiteme usted a mi
Recuerdese que solo hay una vida y mas vale vivirla feliz.

Me levante por la manana me lave los dientes me vesti
Me fui corriendo al trabajo y ni cuenta me di de los meses y anos que pasaron sobre mi

Llege a mi casa y mi telefono sono.
En la otra linea una vos me dijo tu madre murio.
Me olvide de visitarla, me olvide de llamarla.
Me olvide de mi madre.

Perdoname madre mia por mi espantosa apatía
Perdoname por que la felicidad estaba aquí
Y nunca la supe vivir..
Perdoname madre mia.
Feliz dia de las madres a ti.

INSIDE

What do you see when you take a look inside?
What do you see when you feel your feelings.
What is inside?
Do you know that person?
Do you know the person that sometimes hides inside
Is it shy
Is it wonderful
Is it selfish
Who are you inside please let me see you.
Please I beg of you to let me take a peek inside….

Let me bathe in the colors of your soul
Let my eyes see the light that is you
And once I have done all of that I will know that you are just like me
A human being, a soul in need of love.

OUR DREAMS

Yesterday as I was driving on my way to home, I started thinking about all those people protesting on the street, missing work, screaming their lungs out for a dream, for something that everybody seems to want but a lot of people forget… the dream to live a better life. I wish I could had been there… with those people, marching and chanting that I wanted the same thing for them which is the best…but unfortunately I was not there…. Now I wonder how many things have missed because I am too afraid….My parents came to this country with a dream as a pillow, with a desire to work as a blanket, with ganas, ganas to make money and help all of their family members…. Up to this point they still have that ganas, but now and then they tell me, “I am tired mi hija”. Now it’s my turn, it’s my turn to continue with my goals, to grab those ganas to progress, to fly and soar above the sky to reach the goals and dreams that I once dreamt. Today it’s your day to let your imagination run wild and dream of all the possibilities that are available to you, and as you dream try to reach for the stars and on the way there, try to help out everybody else because you will find out that dreams taste better when shared with those people you love.