Friday, April 14, 2006

my b day and more


yesterday it was my b day........ wow, 29 wonderful...... life feels somehow incomplete yet, i want to travel more...I want to see the world...... I want to explore the universe and I want to tell everybody about the beauty of humans and of the world......
i want to tell you how wonderful it's to stand in the rain while the song sweet home alabama is on the back ground and all you can see is the long...long horizon and the green pasture. Today it has been raining and i can not quite concentrate as my grandmother is very sick....
i want to go and stand on the rain while the tiny drops get confuse along with my tears and i wonder how come sometimes life is too short to begin living it nonetheless to begin understanding it. As i get in to my car today i would want to travel to places that i have never been and try to excape the past that makes me who i am.